It's been some while since an update. Partly because of laziness, a bit of a business and mostly just not updating. Because of it though, I may do just a bunch of journals in a row. Or not. But I do plan on laying out what all I can remember now, and the most immediate of things.

I'm mildly scared and comfortable with school as of now. Music is a mixed deal, I get a b average on the tests, but just because of the concerts and papers, I could be screwed, but I hope not. And ECE is middle too. My attendance is perfect and anecdotals nearly complete, but I still have a little ways to go. Anthropology is my real worry. The tests are where everything lies, and I feel like I can only do horrible, but hopefully that'll improve. I probably have a c in Japanese, but I hope it's better than that. I'll proably go and look at next semester's classes after this too. I kind of want another semester away from math, but we'll see. I don't have any clue about my newly changed English major or schools, so I'm in no rush either way.

Everything else is relatively smooth. I've been neglecting my games and it's been breaking my heart, especially since I'm at a good part or so close to the end in so many, but I hope to play a lot soon and especially over Summer. I just want to draw and work on my ideas and graphics for Spring. And study up a bit. Art has been rather nice too. I'm not doing anything great, but I can see myself making miniscule progress. The practice (and passion) is really helping.

I was kind of going to rant about the world too and how crazy and yet silly it is lately, but I've decided not to. Because it's just a waste. And I actually don't have much else to say, but I'll just rant.

I really want to redo my room. For the sake of cleanliness, organization and just the furniture I've been wanting since before we moved. Even more lately I kind of want a modern but retro style in my room, and I want it to be a calm, spacious and yet lively atmosphere. I'm looking hard, but not doing anything for progress yet.

I made a schedule for myself too! And I stick to it in ways, but I really need to devote myself to it. Hopefully I can start during spring break. And today grandma and I saw a sign for 20% off Vietnamese sandwiches at the place that just opened. I didn't care for it before this, and now I can see myself going often. Hopefully I will.

Well, aside from my anxiety over school and impatient waits over Rhythm Tengoku and at least a little news on NMH DS and Ni no Kuni, I can think of little else. Well, my need to see the new Storm Hawks and Secret Saturdays, but that's about all.

I wish the best for everyone and that all take care. ♥

These times

This week, these times, I'm not sure when it started, but it's all been very ncie and smooth. There have been definite bumps considering the weather and all, but parts of it have been fun too. I've been making nice convo with my classmates and just going along well. School has been nice, though I got three papers to tend to (one became two for music) and midterms for Japanese are coming up, and some fairly major assignments for ECE. But with everything being due so son, I gotta wonder, what's in store for April? It feels like kickback month from here, and May is definitely going to be review since finals are in the middle of the month.

But aside from school, reading and gaming are going fabulous. I don't know if I put it on here, but I'm in awe with Vagabond. I'm seriously in love with it. Only historical piece of media I enjoy. I liked Kenshin okay, but Vagabond is beautiful. Seriously. It's brought a lot of good thinking and morals into my mind and nice inspiration. Fairy Tail has been a nice read too, and One Piece is going gorgeously, especially since Bon Clay came back.

Ah, grandma to the rescue. I had a lapse just now in what I wanted to write about but grandma reminded me. Today we went to Raley's (I still want my effin Nintendo Power!), but I got an even better treat, I saw Alex. High school crushes, heh. It was a surprise, and he still looks the exact same(even outfit wise), my pathetic heart almost burst from the internal swooning. But thinking about it now, it was a lot less swooning. I think I have matured, and I'm proud of myself. And I like the girl I am lately. I don't know if it's menstraul or not, but I hope she stays. Still a bit lazy, but considerably more responsible and working hard, and nice with a growing (maybe) out-going streak.

And just now, one of the funniest experiences ever. Grandma trying to teach me how to write. After reminiscing about how hard it was to teach me and how even in class I never caught on, she tried to show me but it was hard since she's a lefty and the angle kind of changes. And then she even taped the pencil to my hand, but I never got it! Haha, so sad.

Yeah, these are good times. I really hope they last, and I'll put in my best effort to make them last.
Night and sweet dreams, take care all!

Oh, and while playing AC:CF and reading AXA threads, I once again thought to myself, I want AC:PG back! WAHHH!