Significant

I started reading After School Nightmare tonight and I'm almost done, I think. I really like it. Some time back, this kind of thing defined me, and I lost that for a while, but I'm picking it back up and finding myself more. I think this is why I enjoy video games and manga so much, they lead me in a way most other media can't, although music does so in an entirely different manner that's equally strong.

More importantly, just now I was talking to my grandma and we thought it was sweet that my mom picks me up and takes me home everyday after my class. Grandma said she probably feels like she's contributing to my education, which I agree with, and then she said, "she's proud of you. Even though it may be insignicant to you, it's significant to us." She said even my grandpa was proud. I felt so touched, and it is important to me, but it's a given to go and sometimes I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything, but that made it worth it and now I feel I can look back on this journal and be inspired and keep pushing. Evrything will build up, my work will take me somewhere. I can take myself somewhere. And everyone gives me their strength, support and input in some way. I just want to make them proud.

I also have to try and remember to love my family. I so angry with more than half of them lately, but I remember that family is what my grandpa was about, so I want to keep family important and support them.

Well, I'm going to get back to trying to finish ASN. I'm in love with Mizushiro-sensei I think.