Sweet Reminiscence

I am so glad I didn't go back to Puchinri on gaia and that I 'deleted' it. Since I just started using it again (and somehwat minimally), I've been hanging back and eying things. And just earlier tonight I decided to go through the my old posts, mostly to see what others would come across. But I was so surprised and happy! Not only did I roleplay with so many 'friends' so far back, but it was such a fun and vivid time. Everything wasn't uber, advanced lit, but I liked it more. And not only did I just have more fun, but I think I was more creative. My characters certainly were. I miss that time. It also made me realize more the things I grew up and enjoyed, and still do.

Sonic, Legend of Zelda and even Sailor Moon. I even grew up with Kirby a little bit. How could I even start to let these things go? Well, I didn't necessarily, but now I'm seeing again how much I enjoyed them. I want to embrace them even more again. And I'm always happy to open myself to new things and enjoy more new series (like Dragon Quest and all), but now I'm seeing the things I loved again and regaining a stronger passion for them. I suppose it helps that doodling earlier, I was proud of myself. It wasn't great, but I realized I was catching flow and movement, a hint of life, and there was a little bit of a personal style in it. It may be all post-menstraul or something, but I hope I can keep this night and everything that came with it.

For a while now, I'd been worrying about updating and feeling like I had nothing, but now it all feels very worth it. Very much so. And I'm fairly sure there was another game title I thought of alongside Sonic and Zelda, but I don't remember it now. But that's okay too. Wow, now that I think about it... I even played Harvest Moon all those years ago. This Summer, I have to make it about me. Remembering me, finding me and improving me. Enjoying me. I want to finish my old games, start new ones (and finish them), draw more than I ever have at any given time and simply explore. I hope I'm successful. Actually, any attempt is a success. This is a journal I need to look back on often as well.

That's that. Revisit my creativity. Gaming, writing, drawing. And cooking too even! And hunting down new songs to listen to of course. I think I'll have a nice night tonight. And I hope I can actually finish my prayers for once! It feels like an eternity since I said them, properly no less.
EDIT:: Ah, the other was Pokemon! That should have been a no brainer, haha!