Mama, mama!

Tonight has been a bit of a struggle. I suppose I never quite got off my period, which makes sense since I bled a shorter time. So being emotional is part of the territory. Part of it was sympathy for my cousin, sorrow for losing my auntie (and slightly grandpa) and just menstrual. But I did get some good grocery shopping done, so I can't complain. Actually, this week has been grand. It's had serious downs, but nice ups.

Pochama's birthday was nice, the mall was nice, going around today with grandma was tiring but fun. And laughing my tail off and having the vs, debate with Tay was fun too. And my manga... It was one after another. Toriko, Kimi ni Todoke, Momo. And I reread my LoveCom's. I was heart-broken to learn there was no One Piece, but right after I saw Usagi Drop was updated. Five bloody chapters! That as well, is orgasm worthy. And these were such great chapters. UD really makes me want kids... Whether my own or adopted. I'm so iffy. I really haven't had a boyfriend and doesn't seem like I will anytime soon. So the question is, will I even have a boyfriend/fiance/husband? But I wouldn't mind being Daikichi. Not at all.

Well, to a point, heh. And of course, anima has brought me out of my shell a bit too. It's nice, being part of the crowd and even standing outside looking in. And I'm proud for my work on Goichi and seeing Shaz's art made me want to draw and doodle. And color. I have to really get myself into it and organize myself soon. Driver's Ed, cleaning, organizing, scheduling, keeping to my promises/plans. There's a lot to do, but I have faith in myself.

It has been a truly refreshing day. Seeing Anna at gamestop, being comfortable and enjoying my family's company. I like this. I even got a little prayer in lately. Things are tough, but we're pulling through. I hope things keep up this way. With more One Piece, Usagi Drop and other great manga too of course.