Dear Me

I was going to talk about being addicted to Persona 4 and everything, but a scene just made me very emotional.
As Yosuke was talking about Saki-sempai, I felt really connected to that and thought of my grandpa. There's so much I haven't realized and a lot I've been struggling with, myself especially. I'm not entirely sure who I am or what I want, even with grandpa's advice, but I feel I owe it to him and myself to find me. And Nanako also makes me a bit emotional. Knowing that she (wants to) believe her mom is in Heaven makes me wish for Heaven simply for grandpa's sake.

There's a lot on my mind and things are getting harder, even on a global aspect, it kind of feels like the world is coming in on itself, and I can't even really think or say what it is I need to do, but for now, I just want to take things little steps at a time.
I kind of regret that no one is reading this or is going to comment, but I guess a part of me is okay with that too.
And I hope I can figure things out, and maybe Persona will help me reach the truth more.