Screw the Fried Chicken

I just posted, but this moment is significant too.

After the moment with Yosuke and MC/Shinobu headed home, I saw Nanako sitting to the side, but my expression needed to be higher to talk to her, but I already knew it'd be about death and her deceased mother (I assume, really). But I quickly dismissed it and trying to raise my expression because I didn't want to 'suffer more', even if that was a selfish thought. Instead I went to the kitchen and started on fried chicken for lunch (which was soggy, but flour is always used!).

Then I headed to the bathroom and a pincher happened to be on the floor, but it took a second to kill, and a second for so many thoughts to swarm in my head.
"Do I care about killing it? But it is one of God's creatures."
"Is there an afterlife? I don't really understand life."

There was a lot going on in my head for such a short time, but then I realized how ridiculous it was of me to not try and raise my expression. Since I saved right before the chicken I decided 'crew the chicken', and that if I had just cried over not having answers and knowing myself, I'm the one who has to change that and so I can't bitch at my own lack of action and resolve. I'm going to work hard on raising my expression to get Nanako closer to her answers and myself closer to my own.